TWO!!!!!

My Little Miss Olivia,

How in the world are you already two years old?!?!  In the past year your little personality has really blossomed, and you're a spunky, loud, and generally even-tempered little girl.  It's amazing how different you are from Emma, yet how similar you can be at times!  For example, you are usually really laid back, but if something doesn't go "just right", then you can totally come unglued!  Like the other night...There was a baby in a bag of mine that you were trying to get out, and when you couldn't, you ran with the bag, screaming into the kitchen, throwing a fit because the babydoll's leg was stuck in the strap of the bag.  It is almost comical at times!

Some of your favorite things to do right now are:
Looking at/Reading books.  I think you would do this all of the time if we let you!

Playing with baby dolls.  This is one that really has been a favorite for a long time :)

Bath time, until it is time to wash/wet your hair!

OUTSIDE!!!!!!  I think we could put your crib outside and let you live out there!

Grandma's and Grandpa's.  I can't even begin to describe how excited you get when you see them!

Deer Hunting Shows.  We love watching you squeal with delight whenever Nick puts in a hunting show and you just go NUTS when you see a deer!!!!

Some things you are not so fond of:
Lawnmowers/Weedeaters.  Any time we fire either up while you're outside, you immediately grab the parent's legs who isn't using the lawn machine!  I think it's the noise.

Bedtime.  Lately you are having a tough time when it's time to wind down and hit the hay.

Brushing/Flossing your teeth.  If a stranger were to come to our door while we were doing your oral hygiene they might think we were beating you by the sounds of your screams.

Giving hugs and kisses.  I ask every day for a hug or kiss, and almost every time you will politely decline with a "No, Mommy."  I think I have gotten 2 kisses in the 2 years you have been with us!


We are so in love with you, our little Goober!!!!  Even though this is a few weeks late, I want you to know that it's not because we love you any less than Emma, it's because we're all too busy having fun together and making memories :)  Happy Belated 2nd Birthday!

Love Always & Forever,

Mommy

Update #2

As of yesterday morning I weighed at 155.0!!!!  So I am officially down 10.4 pounds, which is such a big thing for me!  Some shirts that were too tight a few weeks ago are now fitting better especially in the stomach area.  I didn't take my measurements when I first started back at the beginning of March (I think it was), but my measurements haven't changed but maybe by an inch down at the narrowest part of my waist.  My goal for the rest of the month of April is to be down to 150 by the last day of the month.  I am hoping that with our trip to Florida coming next week, and all of the outdoor activities I am planning (kayaking, snorkeling, etc) that I will be able to keep my weight loss on the right track.

I realize that this doesn't cross many people's eyes, but feel that publicly posting my progress/failures helps to keep me accountable!  Hoping for more progress before leaving on a jet plane next Monday :)

Weight Loss Update

Since the last time I posted, I am down to 157.0!!  Whoooo Hoooo!  Granted, my official weigh-in on Monday was 158.4, but over the last few days it has been steadily declining.  I am only about 1.6 lb. away from being down 10 lbs!  I can tell that my pants and shirts are beginning to fit differently, and think my stomach looks a little smaller too.  I am hoping to fit back into my old size 12 jeans soon, which would mean I had lost a whole pant size!  I decided that it would probably be a good idea for me to measure myself as well, that way I can check my measurements the weeks that my weight loss slows, like it did a week ago.  So, I was 35 1/2 inches at the very smallest part of my waist, and 40 inches right around my bellybutton.  I know that those are pretty bad numbers, but at least I am on the right track to getting healthy and seeing them go down.

Only 18 days until Nick and I fly out for St. Petersburg, Florida, and my goal is to be at 153-154 by that time (allowing myself a little less weight loss as "woman issues" will fall somewhere between now and them :P ).  I guess it would be a good idea for me to publicly post my ultimate goal, although I'm not sure who is interested in hearing about it other than my family!  So, the goal is to get down to 133 pounds by Emma's birthday in August.  I think that is ample time, but don't want to be overly ambitious only to be discouraged.  Here's to staying on track!

On The Road To a New Me

It's no secret, especially to those who know me...I have a sweet tooth and am a late night snacker.  I guess I could blame it on genetics, but that's not entirely fair or accurate :)  The fact is, I am overweight and I need to do something about it. if not for me, than for my girls.  I am 29 years old, 5 feet and 1 inch tall, and my starting weight three weeks ago was 165.4 lbs.  Yikes.  That is right about how much I weighed when I gave birth to Olivia almost two years ago!  No, I didn't just not lose the weight....on the contrary...I lost almost every bit of the 20 pounds I had gained within about 2 months, however, that can't be expected to continue especially when the weight loss was at such a high rate.

Over the next year and a half, my weight steadily began to creep upwards.  When I hit 159, I told myself that I would NOT let it go any higher, and yet, it did... Candy bars, pop, and just overeating pushed me up and over the top to my highest weight to date, 165.4.  I tried dieting pills (yes, I know they aren't good for you, but I was curious), but couldn't stick with them.  I looked into "fad" diets...not for me.  Then, I remembered seeing an ad for Slim Fast.  Meal replacement intrigued me because it made it so much easier to know what I was going to take for breakfast and lunch to work, that I didn't even give myself the chance to try and decide on the spur of the moment.  So, three weeks ago I committed myself to getting healthier and began reducing my calories, and using my rowing machine at least 5 days a week.

I typically do my "official" weigh in on Monday morning, but like to weigh each morning just to make sure I am still on track, especially if I cheated the day before.  Some might say that weighing daily is unhealthy, but I just see it as a way to monitor myself and stay motivated.  As of this morning, I was down to 159.4, which is down 6 pounds in 3 weeks.  I hope to continue to progress until I hit my goal weight of 133, but until then, every pound, every pant size, is a victory!

A Look Back at 2014 in the Spotanski House

Wow, 2014, what a year you were for us!  A quick recap:

We began our year in Omaha, Nebraska, living in our condo, with dreams of selling it.  These felt like pipe dreams, as we had thought about and discussed it for the last several years.  Who wants to raise two kids in a house that has no yard?  Olivia's crib was moved from our bedroom to the frontroom, because we were keeping each other awake at night.  We knew that the sleeping situation couldn't continue with Olivia's bedroom being our main living quarters, so towards the end of January we began to look for apartments to rent with three bedrooms, as we were seriously talking about fixing our condo up to list on the market.

February saw us living in a three bedroom apartment a little farther east in Omaha, around the 90th and Dodge area.  This put Nick about a mile from Harbor Freight, a tool store that he has a secret love for, and quite a bit closer to his job with Con Agra downtown.  We lived on the third floor and the girls only had a small concrete balcony to "play" on.

March began with us beginning to work on the condo to get it show-room ready.  The girls went to spend a little time with my parents in Missouri so we could focus our efforts at the condo.

In April Nick, Emma, and I took our vacation early and spent a week in Branson, Missouri.  Emma got to experience Silver Dollar City, the Dixie Stampede, and the Branson Belle, with the Dixie Stampede being her favorite.  I think Nick and I came home more worn out than when we initially left for vacation!

May was more working on condo and meeting with a Realtor who really didn't give us the reaction we were hoping for about the house.  At the end of May we decided to rent out the condo instead of selling it because it was going to be a lot of money out of pocket to settle up on the loan even after selling.  Renters were found quickly much to our relief.

Olivia had a big month in June, with turning one and all :)  She was still not walking or showing any interest in it.

July was an uneventful month with just celebrating the 4th back in Missouri.  Ethan left for Toledo, Ohio for a residency.

August brought Emma's 4th birthday, which of course had to be a Frozen theme!  Nick interviewed with a construction company in Missouri, as the itch to get out of the city was getting worse than ever.  August 29th, Nick got a phone call from Heico, offering him a job!

September was a busy month for us.  The first week, a wonderful former coworker was taken home to be with the Lord very suddenly.  I attended her funeral in the same church where Nick and I got married years earlier, definitely a sobering last memory of Omaha.  The 12th was both mine and Nick's last days of work as we left for Missouri the following day!  The hunt to find a place to live in the area we needed was quite an interesting one, but ended with us choosing a house in Trimble, a budding metropolis of 650 people :)  Nick began his new job with apprehensions as to whether or not he could perform well in his new role.

October I received a job offer with a daycare in Gower.  The girls got excited for Halloween as Emma dressed as Elsa and Olivia was a giraffe!  Nick turned 34.  Emma diagnosed with Asthma.

November was a month with lot of food, family, and traveling.  We had Thanksgiving with my family the weekend before the actual date, and got to see Ethan for the first time in over six months!  My mother-in-law was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer, but given a good prognosis.  We then made a 5 1/2 hour drive to Dannebrog, Ne to spend a long Thanksgiving weekend with Nick's family.

On the 4th of December Mollie had surgery to remove the cancer, and on the 15th we learned that the surgery had successfully gotten all of it.  We drove back to Dannebrog again for Christmas with the family, then spent Christmas Eve at our own house, instead of at Gma and Gpa's house.  It was the first time ever that I had not been at their house overnight on Christmas Eve, so it was different for everyone, but we enjoyed ourselves, in spite of the fact that Olivia contracted Croup and a sinus/ear infection :(  She was so miserable on Christmas, which was a bummer.  We went to church on Christmas Eve, which was the first time in months that we had been, which I am ashamed to admit.  Made a vow to go to church more regularly so that the girls can be raised in the way that the Lord wants, as well as us wanting it too.  Realized that 2014 had really blessed us in so many ways, and began looking forward to how 2015 will top it!